See What I See.
Today. I discovered that Snow is Synonymous with Magic. There is nothing like it.
I came inside from clearing my driveway, and some little image caught my eye.
I decided the shot would require bare feet, there could not be any better contrast. Warm, texture-less skin. And Icy, crystal like snow.
I soon discovered that after taking dozens of shots. I was still barefoot. To my dismay, I could barely move my toes. Alas, it was worth it.
Hello Ladies. I am quite possibly sure I have lost all, if any, of my male readers. If I have offended you, I apologize. Read on, and I shall explain my current disposition.
Men are Dogs.
I am a Strong, Intelligent, Competitive woman. I do not need a man to inform me of this. Although, when circumstances arise, and a Handsome, charming man appears. I will allow him the pleasure of reinstating these facts.
Not needing a man, is a lovely thing. I do what I wish, when I wish. I make art, music, and work hard. I am in the highest curriculum at my current High School. I believe in forgetting yesterday, to remember today.
But This. Is Something I refuse to Forget.
Recently, I was hurt by a man.
Needless to say, when I woke up to this unbelievable deed, that I refuse to commit to print. I did everything wrong. I allowed myself to falter. For god’s sake, I needed him. I loved him. He was so perfect for me.
Wrong.
I was consumed by the fictitious facts. I destroyed my completely composed attitude towards life. Everything was lost, I would never be able to get over this. I went from being optimistic, to pessimistic. No one could Help me. I was all alone. Life as I knew it was ending.
Yet again, Wrong.
After a few days of making art, driving like a maniac, and tissue after tissue. I discovered. Quitting Men, was like quitting cigarettes cold turkey.
Disclaimer: I am a Non-Smoker.
Three Days. And the Worst is Over.
I find, that I feel relieved. After being completely shattered, I have come to the conclusion that he did me a favor. In fact, I am a better, stronger person because of him. I will have to face him every day at school. See his face, hear his voice. Meaning, I do not have the luxury of running away from him. Thus, forcing me to except what he did and grow above it.
Time Heals all Wounds.
Lies.
You Heal, your own Wounds. Time is merely an ingredient.
Therefore, the better you are at healing oneself. The Better off you are.
So, I thank Men. For Destroying me completely. Because I will wake up tomorrow, twice as strong as I was the day before. Allowing myself to grow and survive the heart breaking world that we live in.
There is no doubt that in my Mind. Men are dogs. But there are always exceptions to the rules..
So to the Exceptions.. I Thank You.
If It were not for you, I would not be typing this blog at the current moment. And I would not be uploading the photos that depict these last few days of my life.
Sorry about the Rant, I promise I shall make it up to you. Stay tuned For some Photographs, that might just change your mind about me.
